i dreamt that i died

I dreamt that i died


I was happy. I feel happy. In my dream it felt like everyone finally acknowledged my existence. My voice was finally heard when i died.

I wrote a farewell letter but i dont know what was inside. Maybe its a thank you note. Thank you for all the positive things i wish i felt existed.maybe its a letter of advice. To anyone who feels bullied, its ok to feel sad and its ok to think of the easy escape. I beg for everyone to at least listen if you dony want to understand. It so much hurts i wish i didnt taste life.

I can write now because my logic can still reason over my emotion. I wish reason can reason my emotion.

I wish i were strong to die. I wish it was easy to die